We’re not here to make things perfect.


One of my favorite movie scenes:

 LORETTA
                         I went with you.
                              (pause, nothing)
                         Now I'm gonna marry Johnny and you're
                         gonna leave me alone.
                              (pause, nothing)
                         Right?
                              (nothing)
                         A person can see where they've messed
                         up in their life, and they can change
                         how they do things, and they can
                         change their Luck. Maybe my nature
                         does draw me to you, but I don't
                         haveta go with that. I can take hold
                         of myself and say yes to some things
                         and no to something that's just gonna
                         ruin everything! I can do that.
                         Otherwise, what is this stupid life
                         that God gave us for what?
                              (pause, nothing)
                         Ronny? Are you listening to me?

                                     RONNY
                         Yeah.

                                     LORETTA
                         I'm really afraid.

                                     RONNY
                         Why?

                                     LORETTA
                         I'm afraid of who I am.

                                     RONNY
                         I was.

                                     LORETTA
                         And you're not now?

               He shakes his head.

                                     LORETTA
                         Why not?

                                     RONNY
                         I don't know. Everything seems like
                         nothing now against that I want you
                         in my bed. I don't care if I burn in
                         hell. I don't care if you burn in
                         hell. The Past and Future is a joke
                         to me now. I see that they're nothing,
                         I see they ain't here. The only thing
                         that's here is you. And me. I want
                         you to come upstairs. Now. I tried
                         to take everything last night, like
                         you told me, but I couldn't. I
                         couldn't take everything in a hundred
                         years. It's the way we are. We
                         compound each other.

                                     LORETTA
                         Let me go home.

                                     RONNY
                         No.

                                     LORETTA
                         Let me go home.

                                     RONNY
                         No.

                                     LORETTA
                         I'm freezing to death.

                                     RONNY
                         Come upstairs. I don't care why you
                         come. No, that's not what I mean.
                         Loretta, I love you. Not like they
                         told you love is and I didn't know
                         this either. But love don't make
                         things nice, it ruins everything, it
                         breaks your heart, it makes things a
                         mess. We're not here to make things
                         perfect. Snowflakes are perfect. The
                         stars are perfect. Not us. We are
                         here to ruin ourselves and break our
                         hearts and love the wrong people and
                         die! The storybooks are bullshit.
                         Come upstairs with me, baby! Don't
                         try to live your life out to somebody
                         else's idea of sweet happiness. Don't
                         try to live on milk and cookies when
                         what you want is meat! Red meat just
                         like me! It's wolves run with wolves
                         and nothing else! You're a wolf just
                         like me! Come upstairs with me and
                         get in my bed! Come on! Come on!
                         Come on!

               Loretta follows Ronny into his building.



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